After our morning ultrasound, we had both planned on going in to work. I knew there was no way I would be productive at work after hearing news like this, so I told my boss I would not be in. Justin decided to work from home because he has that amazing luxury, but mostly to keep me company.
We spent the day crying (okay, mostly I did) and frantically Googling everything under the sun to try and make sense of the news we had just received. And 4 days later, we still are. We are reading many success stories, but also many miscarriage stories. The odds really do seem to be 50/50, as there are so many unknowns.
I haven’t had any severe cramping or bleeding, KNOCK ON WOOD, and I still feel very much pregnant. My boobs are so sore, my face continues to break out, and I still fall asleep at 7:30 pm. For now, all we can do is continue to pray. Maybe our baby bean is just a tiny little fighter!
I’ve prescribed myself lots of rest this weekend. I need to keep my stress levels down, and keep this bean a-cookin’. Update you all after the next ultrasound!